Always.

Meet Ziyun, went wake Brother up and off to 883.
Lynette came, off to school.

First period: Lj h3.
Second period: Maths, updated diary:D.
Third period:POA, sucks the most.
Fourth period: Recess, with the usuals.
Fifth period: Mother tongue, chiong compo.
Last period: Teacher absent, went 3rd floor's toilet with smoking kahki. "Toilet break":D. Pathetic bodoh-.-

Meet ziyun outside school, Jinchong came over. Went over his house with Ziyun&Lynette.
Went pasir ris without lynette,): . Because Jc's dog's sick. Went there walkwalk. Cab back to woodlands>Kfc>Smoke>Home.

Chatted about the topic bothering me.
Ziyun says " Live for yourself, not for others"

Went over ahmah's house in the morning, weihan came follow on by douglas.
While waiting for pundeh, called donald asking whether he's at home. He came to look for me with Justin aka xiaofuck, =x. Saw pundeh while waiting for him! Slack awhile and left.
Went town with Sis, Pundeh, Douglas&Weihan. Cab to their place after collecting pundeh's watch.

Did nothing but rot. Was cursing Douglas to first blood. It works in the first round, but failed later on.Left their house at 9pm, headed to airport.

Had our dinner at popeyes.
Was talking to uncle about some facts. And it sounds so true.
Ppl, realistic. He said, In the outside world, theres no friends at all. You can scold, shout, hit your mom, but she's still your mom and never will abandon you. But if do those things to your friend, they will leave for sure. (true.) He asked me to continue doing things i want, be it bad or good. From there, i'll learn something and next time i wont let history repeat itself again.
Pundeh went in already, Take care alright! Come back soon! Will be waiting for you come back in December(?) :D.
On the way home, was thinking about the "won't let history repeat itself again", But i kept letting history repeats itself over again and again.
Hah, Something really spoils my mood yesterday. A text. Hinting me?
Instead of replying you, heres my reply to it :
JUST WALK AWAY, and pls don't turn back anymore.

Back to one.

HI PUBOR. I know you will be reading because you're the one who asked me to post.
Posted for YOU. Touched? i know i know, Treat me better will do, heh:D.

Spot check today, and my nails are gone except the 2long ones(L). Heng ah.
Skip about lesson part, i hate school. Anyway, Ran out the class with Siyan.
Went bustop meet Lynette with Pubor&Donald. Had a puff and they went for focus.
Waited for sister while we talked about things bothering us.
Took bus to marsiling, on the way there, Got this mad lady talking about ahmeng and banana.
Made me and lynette laugh like fuck, intended to stalk her, but she walk toofast, :(
Reached there, seperate ways, thennn, off to cwp's burger king then 3rd floor.
Slacked around, send Lynette home then home sweet home.
Reached home, theres a strong durian smell that really stinks alot that made me throw up.
Great.

Pubor, i've finish updating already! Good anot?!
Better be good. Treat me better la! Don't keep shoot me like how you did today):.
LOL. Hair stand already not! HAHA, see you tomorrow! BYE PUBOR=x

So camp at home today, no where to go. Texting&Msn'ing.
Just finish watching a movie ; The Green Mile.

Yesterday went Tpy with Fatfat&Weihan. Walked around while waiting for Ziyun's call.
Went meet him near station, accompany him to smoke, trained to Amk hub to meet Lynette&Lewis. Walk around. Went seperate ways, Brother came find me and ziyun. Then he went to work while i accompanied Ziyun to buy his things.
Meet up with the rest, bus back to woodland. Seperate ways again.
Receive the bitch's text, Then waited for him at home.
Went slack at forget-what-blk with Bitch,Sean that guniang and two of their friends.
That guniang standby his brother and pangseh Bitch=x.
Left me and bitch, chit chat awhile and left.

Meet brother at 10plus going 11. Slack awhile and brother send me home:D
Brother! I update already horrrrr!

Lynette tang! Where're you!

Don't speak.

Hi, locked my blog for a period of time because i screwed my blogskin, ): .
Now at fatfat cousin's house, her face is as swollen as the 200 pounds beauty girl because she pluck out all her 4 wisdom tooth. How sad, she can't eat and talk properly, HAHA. Very hungry now, that fatfat went talk to her baby, me and weihan very hungry now. Shall blog when i fill my hungry stomach with foood! (L)

I miss LynetteTang.

Back on blogging!(L)
From yesterday, charlotte became a very happy girl already! Won't go mia, wont run away from problems already. Decided to forget those past, those things i did. So called brain washed myself already. No more negative thoughts in me, only positive. I've decided not to skip school anymore, promised mother go back to school and be full time school girl till N-levels, then stop school. Sorry brother to make you worry everytime. I will learn how to take care of myself. And that day, thanks weiren for being there, nearly fainted-.-. Not drunk, i just remembered that i took 4panadols yet i drink alot. That day, i saw someone. And somebody mention that someone's name that made me so not myself, kept drinking to the extend that i nearly blackout due to panadols i took. Went lynette house, watched "coming soon". And i went home. Thinking of those things i did, those past i had, those times i made mummy&daddy disappointed. As a human with feeling, of course will tear want right, hahaha. So, think through, and yep. I should forget everything. Promised Lynette, I will be a changed person. Which i am now. I won't scream at anyone even if my mood is bad, because afterall, nobody is at fault only myself ya? :)

okokokokokok, stop those nonsense already! Because I'VE BRAIN WASHED MYSELF.
Lynette coming my house tomorrow to play! (L)
So long since she step in my house):, so long since i lock her inside my room and rape her):. just kidding! :D.
I miss so many ppl right now!

Miss you!

CHARLOTTE FXL
Guai guai ok.
Miss you very the muchy lots. Hahahah.
&21 faster come. We'll fly together!~

meeting you later @ vista aft your piano,
decades of years since you last went for your piano -.-
tmd, go often la cb :p

anyway.
I LOVE ZERO.
I LOVE AHY.
I DONT LOVE U!!

Sorry.

I'm sorry for the things i did in the past, now and then.
Although i don't express how sorry i am, but i really did regret. Karma, Yes. What goes around comes around, if time can rewind, i won't regret knowing some of you guys. Those cliques formed, family, etc..
If this time round, i can make it through, i will change myself into a better person. i swear.
Thanks for those care and concern. If, i don't make it through, those 2years.. I don't know what i'm gna do. I need someone right now..

Few more years, just few more years! Me waiting too(L)

Dint go to school today and yesterday, sick. Brother came over my place to niam me. He left few minutes ago, drink more water ok?;D. Texting and blog hopping.

Shiat! I just remembered i got one essay i need to do! ):

I miss the old "us" too.

Forgive&Forget.

Lynette, my private blog updated too, :)

Slack today, meet brother then weiren, sherman, justin, Maurice came over too. Meet Tonglee for awhile, he was with his friend, Terrence(?).Went kokhoe's house slack, played cards. Sherman accompany me flag cab. School tomorrow. Bad flu. Incredible tales tonight! (L)

Beautiful.

Didn't sleep for 2days already. Tired,
Going to school one period before recess:D.

Short update for yesterday! Dint go school, not in mood to go. 883>Songka. Banlak whole day, owe justin a stick. Went home at 10plus. Updating cause im bored and randomly i feel so full.-_-.
Puff and came to blog, going school now to join in the "great-wall-of-chinese", Sherlin said she booked my place cause she said nobody accompany her sing.Ha. Kay, off to school already. (L)