Back on blogging!(L)
From yesterday, charlotte became a very happy girl already! Won't go mia, wont run away from problems already. Decided to forget those past, those things i did. So called brain washed myself already. No more negative thoughts in me, only positive. I've decided not to skip school anymore, promised mother go back to school and be full time school girl till N-levels, then stop school. Sorry brother to make you worry everytime. I will learn how to take care of myself. And that day, thanks weiren for being there, nearly fainted-.-. Not drunk, i just remembered that i took 4panadols yet i drink alot. That day, i saw someone. And somebody mention that someone's name that made me so not myself, kept drinking to the extend that i nearly blackout due to panadols i took. Went lynette house, watched "coming soon". And i went home. Thinking of those things i did, those past i had, those times i made mummy&daddy disappointed. As a human with feeling, of course will tear want right, hahaha. So, think through, and yep. I should forget everything. Promised Lynette, I will be a changed person. Which i am now. I won't scream at anyone even if my mood is bad, because afterall, nobody is at fault only myself ya? :)

okokokokokok, stop those nonsense already! Because I'VE BRAIN WASHED MYSELF.
Lynette coming my house tomorrow to play! (L)
So long since she step in my house):, so long since i lock her inside my room and rape her):. just kidding! :D.
I miss so many ppl right now!